selamat hari raya aidilfitri

I know it's too late for me to wish hari raya to all. Langsung tak sempat nak update my blog. So, dikesempatan ini... I'd like to wish 'selamat hari raya aidilfitri to all' and 'maaf zahir dan batin'.

It's no one's turn to balik raya for this year. We're celebrating raya in kk. New environment, new friends and ehem ... new house :) I can tell that this raya is a bit boring, without family around. We're busy unpack all stuff. Just imagine, malam raya orang sibuk masak ketupat rendang. Kami? Busy cleaning the house. Penat gilak! Tengah sibuk2 bersih rumah, received call from my mom. My grad grandma had passed away. Al-Fatihah for arwah.

Pendek cerita, raya tahun ni memang mencabar for us. Anyhow, syukur alhamdulillah sebab penantian kami da sampai ke hujung. No more sad story bebeh!

To Be Or Not To Be

I am tired of being a working mommy. I am tired of those never ending assignment...fuh! I wish that I could be a full time housewife. But by doing so, I have to sacrifice my career... RM... which I also don't dare to do so. Well, at least bila keja bole la jugak ringankan burden Mr.Hubby. Tapi, bila ingatkan my 2 lil babies...huhuhu.....nak je berenti keja sekarang.

Terpikir jugak how to get extra RM without being apart from meme and tt. Nak bat direct selling tak reti nak buat. After all, Mr. Hubby pun tak berapa galakkan buat benda tu. Adei!sakitnya jiwa!

3 dara pingitan

Today is the 13th day of fasting. Boringnya posa without family around. It's just the small family of us. Hari-hari teringatkan detik-detik buka posa when I was in Tawau. All family sitting by the table waiting for the azan. Dengar je azan, apa lagi....suma macam pirana.hahaha.... Dalam boring2 ni, sempat jugak buka file lama dalam laptop..tup..tup..jumpa plak this pic...

yatie (cousin), mommy (meme n tt's grandma) & me. pic taken during fren's wedding

Macam 3 dara pinigitan kan? hahaha....

Sudah Jatuh Ditimpah Tangga

Tabahkan lah hatiku..... SABAR!

penantian satu penyiksaan

It's been almost 6 months...... lama tak? wonder what am i talking about? It's about our new apartment. We had signed the agreement since february this year and yet to receive the key. what happened? don't ask me why. I just couldn't explained. Buat sakitkan hati ada la! Tak tau la who's mistake. developer? lawyer firm? bank? I think semua pun sama je. Semuanya tak guna. Tak boleh pakai.

For that matter, we (hb and I) had decided to bring meme and tt during the fasting month. But we probably take this wekend to fetch them. Our house? hmmm.... tunggu aje la the valuation result come out. Kalau dah rezeki tak ke mana. But I don't put hope on that. Semangat dah pudar.

Talking about that, I am actually have many plans which I thought I can get the key last week. Mula-mula sekali of course beli barang2 dapur, then nak cat rumah. We plan to paint the house before meme and tt came here (in K.K). But the plan tak jalan langsung. So, it's better for me to sit down without doing nothing. It seems that I have no mood at all to do evrything includes cooking. Kesian Mr. Hubby! I can tell you that we ate outside for almost 2 weeks. Luka ni dah parah!*sob *sob *sob

so... my dear family, nampaknya hasrat untuk visit us during MERDEKA tak kesampaian. Tunggu je la kedatangan kami di Tawau ye!

*I told mom that I want to eat seafood during our trip to Tawau.She replied " Mengubat hati yang luka ke?" (tau takpe)

Apa Komen Anda???

I realize that I gain my weight dengan dahsyat sekali. Not dare untuk timbang my weight. Takut penimbang tu pusing 2x. hahaha..... Ramai yang perasan dan tegur on that matter including my mom. I think Mr. Hubby also feels the same thing but tak sampai hati nak tegur. Takut tersinggung kot. He knows me very well. But at times, dia akan berkias-kias la jugak. I just ignore him and buat bodoh je. Tapi, lama-kelamaan me myself yang takut sendiri. ye la...sapa yang tak takut bila berat badan naik kan? After all, my work needs me looks good all the time. Bila berat badan naik, bole hilang confident diri. Macamana ni??? :( Well, I am actually got few things to do. Taktau la work out or not. But at least ada kemahuan dan kesedaran kan?

1st : I need to control my appetite. I ate a lot everyday and I just couldn't stop myself from eating biscuits plus tib bits during work. That's not a good habit actually. I also can't skip my dinner as well. But I'm trying to reduce my meal specially something yang berkaitan with carbohidrate.

2nd : I need to exercise. Jogging? Tapi takde masa langsung. Balik keja dah penat and tak larat nak angkat badan langsung. But when I think it over it might be the fat inside my body dah mempengaruhi sistem badanku ini. Kena LAWAN! Is there any exercise yang ringan2 tak? To be honest, I hate jogging!

kawan-kawanku sekalian, family and Mr.laokong......help me pelisssssss.....

just a lil' bit

Just came back from Tawau to attend my cousin's wedding. Sekaligus hantar my kids balik Tawau. Best journey! Macam-macam ragam. It was my first journey with them (I mean by road). Dengan tt yang merengek sepanjang jalan..meme??? kejap duduk depan..kejap duduk belakang. adei!!! me??? believe it or not, mabuk sepanjang jalan. sengsaranya ...

Nasib baik meme and tt takde masalah langsung sepanjang jalan. Mama diorang je yang bermasalah besar. hahahah....

Back to meme and tt. Meme sekarang ni dah jadi 'cece yang baik la. She knows how to take care of her brother. But with mood la. Silap mood, habis tt. Anyhow, credit for her for being a good sister. The moment that I missed so..so much was "mama...engok tt ma...(mama..tengok tt ma...) Ayat ni selalu kedengaran bila meme mengadu tt doing something wrong. arghhhh! Siksanya! tt??? Dah expert jalan. But he's a bit manja and suka merengek. I thought maybe because selalu kena buli kakak kot. hehehe.... Bila mengadu tu, muka dia sebek semacam je. Sedih SUNGGUH!

Let's do some makeover

How do you like it? Vote for RINI! hahaha....

Rindu Terubat!

My babies are coming!!! yipppiiieeee!!!! We (hubby and I) had decided to bring them to K.K together with grandpa and grandma since that we haven't got our KEY. :( Well, at least it can cure my kerinduan yang teramat tebal. I have many plans and will take this opportunity to spend my time with them. Hubby will purchase tickets for them tonight. I can't wait!

There's another thing bebeh! Anuar Zain is coming to K.K for his concert on 27th July and I feel so lucky to be here for the first time. You know what? I wish that hubby could read my mind and how I wish that he will say "mama... I got a surprise for you. Just bought 2 tickets for Anuar Zain's concert."...huhuhuhu.....

update!

Aduh! lama banget tak update my blog. It was left empty just like that. No updates at all. My best friend keep asking me what had happened to me. hahaha...kesian suzie... my dear suzie. It's not that I didn't want to blog. But masa betul-betul tak mengizinkan. Lately lot of problems la dear. You know the story kan????? Geram betul with that developer w**g k**k. Cis bedebah! Well, I can't do anything either. Berdoa je la and wish everything will be OK.

Dalam geram-geram ni pun I got story to share with. It's about meme. I used to called her every night even she refused to talk to me. I don't know why she's behaving like that. It's probably because she was 'kecik hati' with us kot. Leaving her without saying good bye. So sad! Anyway, back to our story... Last night I called her and I heard mom asked her "meme...meme anak sapa?" meme : " anak oni (roni-her papa)" . So cute! I was like to cry the moment I heard that. My daughter knows her papa's name which I expect she will only know and recognise that word at 3. And when mom asked her for the second time, she replied "anak si oni ba".... Mom said she will get angry when you ask her over and over again. Smart kan???

TT? I can only heard he yelled and said "pa...pa...ma...ma..." But tt now getting agressive and like to kacau-kacau her sis. Especially when her sis was concentrated with her drawing. Ada je yang nak dikacau. That's what mom told me.

Tawau...oh..Tawau... I wish to be there with my families! :(

Happy Father's DAY

Happy Father's Day to all papa in the world. Special dedicate to my dear darling hubby, my daddy, grandpa, uncles and pa IL. You guys are the greatest thing that ever happened in my life!

Deep Of My Heart...

Hubby work at night shift and again.... I'm alone. No meme...no tt around. It's just me! Boringnya! arrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh................. I told hubby that I wanna go back to Tawau this weekend. He said ok. Tapi...bila fikir2 balik, it's only 2 days and I will only spend a night with meme and tt. I think it's a waste. Membazir itu kerja SYAITAN!

I was sad and angry at Mr. Husband for dragging me here when I suppose to enjoy watching my kid's milestone. As grandma told me, tt now can walk without help but still not so confident. But at least he was so brave enough to walk. see that? I missed that moment.. *sob *sob *sob ... so do meme. My mom told me that meme sekarang ni semakin manja. NEVER and DON'T say no to her or she will cry and merajuk panjang. What they do to persuade her? hmmm... they will bring her jalan2 pusing2 town and buy some stuff for her then balik rumah. kesiannya.... What makes me really sad was she refused to talk to us (me and hubby). It's probably because dia merajuk sebab kitorang balik k.k. last time without saying goodbye to her. We left the house when they were sleeping. Hubby said it's better we left while they sleep because when they woke up they will cry and it will make me lagi lah SEDIH and berat hati nak tinggalkan diorang. But I managed to talk to her last 2 days. Tu pun grandma sebut nak upah ice-cream for her. SEDIHnya!!!! Can you imagine that? Your daughter.....TAK NAK cakap with her MOM. But what to do? It's my duty as wife and there's lot of things to be settled before they move here. And that time I will be the happiest mama in the world.

Whatever it is, hubby always make himself to cheer me up. Thank you so much. Recently, I noticed that he changed a lot since we moved to k.k. especially now. I know he has lot of problems but refuse to talk to me. I just can't understand why men always make a secret of their problem. Maybe hubby was trying to hide it but I can clearly see that. I could understand if he doesn't want to talk about it. But I just want him to know that I will always be with him tak kira susah ataupun senang.

Wokeh! That's enough. Let's talk about something else. Speaking about new home, I was so...so...lucky.fuh! Know why? I got my new dining table last week. kekekek...(but tak sempat nak upload d pic). That's not the only thing.heheheh....as I told earlier, mom will buy me a washing machine. Grandma : "jadi...pindah rumah ni mo beli hadiah apa?"..... know what that sign for?huhuhu.... Let me summarize it. Here we are:-

mom - front loader LG washing machine (hope can find 1 here in k.k)
grandma - peti ais! yiipiiieeee...... tunjuk je which one!
grandma - angpau for pindah rumah (me and hubby decide to install an aircond at the living room so that everyone bole menikmati. fair isn't it?)
hubby - dining table

Now you can see that how much they love me kan? ? ?

TT Birthday Celebration

Here are some of the pictures taken during his birthday party.


make a wish darling!

p.s. : sorry for d late post. really busy to setup all things here (k.k)

Mama Miss You Darlings

I miss them so much. I can't wait to see them next week. I'm going back to Tawau next week as I have to sit my exam. Wish me luck ya! Meme, tt and koko.... miss u all so...so... much!

Finally!

It's been a while I didn't blog. So bad huh??? I am really ... really sorry for that. It's not that I didn't want to. But I really short of time to do so. Apa kan daya... tangan cuma ada 2 je. After all, I just got my ehem..broadband last week and only have the opportunity to blog now. Let's keep the story for next blog. Meanwhile, please take care of this space for me ya! Will post pictures of tt birthday celebration on next post. Sorry my dear darling tt!

2nd Diaper Cake

Present from Anita for her future IL

Step by step

I knew that I need to fix my hair the moment I opened my eyes this morning. It was like a terrible night mare and I can say that this month was a tough month for me. I was really busy packing up and arranging everything just to make sure that it goes well as planned. It's not just the packing, it's also about my son's next clinic visit. I'm just afraid that grandma not familiar with the clinic and it would probably trouble her. Pity her! When thinking of it, I really needed a break and hairdo or spa would be something nice for me. Besides, it's a nice way to make me relax before I begin my life as KKrian.

But to some people, they would prefer to go for a supplement health to relief their stress. me??? My hubby will absolutely know the answer. What else??? It's SHOPPING bebeh! For me, shopping is the best therapy if I'm totally stressed out. Agree or not?

What Should I Do????

I managed to call one of the director in K.K. The conversation goes well except for one thing "is it ok for you if you come over here next week?" glurrppp.... I have to pack all my stuff dalam masa yang begitu SINGKAT! Well, I thought I still got time to pack and arrange all things here. But sangkaan ku meleset sama sekali. What to do??? And this also means that no birthday celebration for tt which I suppose to do it here (in Tawau). adei!!!! Sakitnya jiwa! I'm hoping that everything goes well.

K.K. here I come!

Good News ! yieeeppeeee...

Wonder what was the good news huh? kekeke.... My MD supposed to be in the office at any time and my manager had picked him up at the airport catching 920am flight from K.K. Yesterday the staff at K.K. called me and said "kak...MD wants to see you tomorrow." hmmm....and guess what? This morning my boss said "Naza had tendered her resignation letter..." meaning??? This means that I have a good and bright opportunity of transfer to K.K. which also means I would no longer berjauhan with my dear darling lo! Well... kita tunggu je la yer.

It's been a while I didn't update about meme and tt kan? Bad mama... As for tt, he can now walk confidently but with help of his fisher price walker (will upload the video of it. Promise!) He also can feed himself and a good eater (like his mama). He will eat whatever I cook. Best kan? Yang paling best sekali, he can understand when I asked him "adik...adik mau ni?" He will geleng-geleng kepala if he didn't want to or he will just keep quiet and keep looking at me if he did want it. The cute about that is the way he did it. CUTE sangat2.

meme? hehehe....this little cute of mine dah jadi a good sister to her tt la! She's now more to activities like drawing, writing (it's actually conteng-conteng the paper), singing and dancing. I could probably say that she's a good listener@good girl. When I said "meme...mama wants to go work. meme nda bole ikut ya." She will reply " iya.." See??? Clever kan?

Got to go now! Will write more later.

Happy Birthday Dear Darling !


That's him, my man, my honey.

He's suave and very handsome,
Resist him? I just can't.
Truth is there's something about him
That's just like Anuar Zain.

Loves his curry fish for sure,
But not overcooked, I think.

He's a klutz extraordinaire,
Balance isn't his thing.
Tumbled in the bath late one night,
But didn't leave a ring.

Dresses oh so elegant,
To the nines, it's true.
Looks like a million bucks,
Whatever he happens to do.

Loves to golf and fish,
So humane you could swoon.

So, dear husband,
31 years young are you.
All my love and wishes,
'Cause you're the greatest, it's true.

Love,
mama, meme and tt

Happy birthday to you papa! always luv u..mmmuaaahhhh!Birthday kiss from meme

Happy birthday papa! Let's go out for yamca... Hug and kisses from tt

I hate LIAR!

There's nothing worst than a liar! Such a big liar! I hate LIAR! Don't pretend to be a good person when you're not....

watch video of meme's first talk!

New House Plan

LG front loader - tromm washer & dryer combo

If I'm not mistaken, I had post a picture of the washer at my last post. But that one is samsung brand. I just found this at LG website which I also had saw this model when I accompany mom to buy her new sofa set. I found it compatible for our apartment (suit for limited space) with no ampaian. Furthermore the features were completely BAGUS and NGAM dihati (plus 10 years of warranty). Then, I asked the salesgirl about it and as every woman will do..BARGAIN price! the cheapest she can give me was RM3k++. That was the cheapest! matai kudasai... If you were there with me, you can see the frustrated face of me. Mom also realize that. Then she pujuk-pujuk me. She said "nantilah cari di kk. there you can find better than this one..". But deep inside my heart says " if not enough RM to buy, beli mana-mana pun sama jugak. I still can't get what I want." But guess what? Before I could say something out, mom : " It's ok dear..I'll buy you one when you transfer there as hadiah pindah rumah baru." yeeeppppeeeeee! That's what I love about her. She always know what I want! Thank you so..so..much mommy!

Nice huh???

Instead of the wood built-in cabinet, how about that one? It looks perfect and easy to clean plus maintenance kan? For this, I should discuss with Mr. hubby (pasal that day he said nak buat all in silver color) I wonder how would it look like???? hmmmm....

Finally!

I have maid. Finally! After a long wait, I finally have my maid. She started worked yesterday. She looks OK for me. But still got plenty of work to teach her as hubby said I am fussy and very particular even a small matter. hahaha... (thanks for that sindiran yer!) This morning I ask her to mandikan my kids. Well... as I expected, meme can get along with her. No problem with meme. The problem is tt. He didn't want her to shower him. So I have to sit there and watch him until finish or he will cry with non-stop.

After that, I asked her to make hot Milo for meme and make some breakfast for us. She score B+. Hope she could cope it. "Pelan-pelan la ..." grandma said.

Well, that's the story of my new maid. Let's talk about meme and tt. Did I mentioned before that both my kids were very determined? When they want something, nothing could stop them. For me, I just give them whatever they want (as long as it won't spoil them) as I couldn't bear their high pitch of voice especially tt (it's like a ringtone for me. kekeke....) I hope this will never happened in public.

Speaking about my kids, it reminds me to my dear darling hubby. Today is his first day of work. Just hope he will be OK and can get along with new friends plus new working environment. Ciayo!

This handsome young boy is turning 1 on May 11. Can you believe it? Macam tak percaya je... It was like he was born yesterday and I was battling in the labor room bagaikan nak putus nyawa. Pejam celik pejam celik...he has grown so fast and I just couldn't believe it!

So, speaking of this - there will be another birthday party hosted at mom's house. It's tt's birthday party! And once again, I am so..so..excited when it comes to party especially it is my son's party. We (hubby and I) had agreed to celebrate his birthday party at mom's house (as usual). It will be another happening party like meme's 1st birthday party. I have so many plans for the party and let's not spoil it now or it will not surprise at all.

As for his milestone, he can walk but not confident up to 4 steps.heheheh.... vocab??? fuh! I can see that he likes to mirror his sister's actions and vocab. But yang paling clear sekali..."papa...mama..." Believe it or not, this morning he cries when I passed him by which I thought he was sleeping. kekeke.... "mama..." Grandma laughed when she heard that. " aik?? biasanya panggil papa". Maybe it's because hubby wasn't here and the only face he can see was his mama.

Well... when it comes to birthday, mesti ada hadiah kan? I had this on my mind ... Let's have a look. jeng..jeng..jeng...

how do you like it?

sedih :(

Begini lah rasanya bila ditinggal suami.*sobsobsob.... bila ada di depan mata buat dek. Now dah jauh barulah terasa betapa sunyinya hidup ni tanpa suami disisi. Luckily my kids were around. If not...lagilah teruk!

Whatever it is, I just hope he will be fine there. Cukup makan, cukup tidur and cukup segala-galanya! We luv u papa!

it's me!

It's me! tak tau nak buat apa. kekekeke....

My Sunshine

My kids dah sihat! This is their playing area...

See??? Bila dah sihat :)

Hi everyone! I'm back!

meme : "tt... sit properly and wear your seat belt! I'm going to start the car."

"Please make sure your car is clean..."

I am so..so... happy! After a tough week to go through. Finally, my kids dah sihat. They can enjoy their day and so do I. Today, we had our breakfast outside and straight away to PC fair to buy my mom's computer. After that, went to grandma's had our lunch. bla...bla..bla... balik rumah. My kids pun dah penat sehari suntuk jalan. Hari ni, rajin sikit... I prepared spaghetti for dinner. Yummy!

Got to go now before the babies realize their mommy wasn't around. so...Good night everyone!

Facilities. House - Part 2

Recreation center

Swimming Pool

Release me ! I want to swim mama!!!!

Yang ni hubby fav spot. Mine?? Tak sempat amik gambar gym. And that will be my fav spot. kekeke.....

Jom jenguk-jenguk my house! Part 1

Front view of my house (with only few units in 1 block)

Main entrance

Living room

Dining room (sebelah kanan will be my dry kitchen)

Jeng!Jeng! This is my room...

layan!

see this pic? this is basically what they're doing when you switch on their fav cartoon. hehehe....

Anuar Zain - "Ketulusan Hati"

"Ketulusan Hati"

Cintaku tak berdusta

Tak mengenal ingkar
Tak kenal nestapa
Cintaku hanya indah
Hanya bahagia untuk selamanya
Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau biarkan kasihku

Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis
hanya tulusnya hati
mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu

Cintaku tak berdusta
Tak mengenal ingkar
Tak kenal nestapa
Tak ada seribu janji
Hanya bahagia untu selamanya
Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau benarkan kasihku
Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis hanya tulusnya hati
Mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
Keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu

Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau dengarkan kasihku

oooo

Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis hanya tulusnya hati
Mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
Keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu

p.s. : I love this song very...very..much!

Have I Told You Yet...

In your eyes...
I see my dreams
In your warmth...
I feel my love
In your arms
I found my world

When I think of you,
I long to feel your touch...
When I'm with you,
I wish the moments wouldn't fly so fast...
Can't stay a moment without you!

You are the best thing that ever happened to me!

My Pride And Joy

I am so... so happy. yeaayyy!

My son dah sembuh! yes!!!!!! He finally can sit and stand (properly) after a 5 horrible days he had to go through. The most important thing is he can sleep well and so do I. What a relieve....fuh!

Cerita punya cerita, 9 more days to go. *sobsobsob... Know what I mean? Hubby will officially transfer to K.K next week which means the responsibility (taking care my kids) will be mine. I'll be their papa cum mama. Is it hard to do? I hope I can cope it. Talking about the transfer, me and hubby had agreed for me to move to grandma's. It will be easier for me to arrange my kids. I have to restructure my schedule. Am planning to move to grandma's this weekend. At least hubby still here and I have someone to help me pack and unpack as well.It's time to be independent. Wake up bebeh! Ciayo!

Again and again!

TT

TT has had a very bad cough since for the past few days. It started with normal fever which I think it's normal for baby yang nak pandai berjalan because he started to walk 3 to 4 steps. But I was wrong. I've been sleepless for 4 days now and so do my son. He couldn't breath (properly) hence couldn't sleep, which led me to not being able to sleep as well. The worst is he lost his appetite to drink his milk as he usually take 4 ounce selang 3 hours. This time 1 ounce pun susah nak habis. The only thing he's willing is to drink is the mineral water. Thank God he's still want it!

This morning we (hubby and I) decided to bring him again to the clinic but different clinic. As I was expected, he was suffered Pneumonia and that is why he couldn't breath properly. No wonder he was so clingy for the past few days. He was normally an active superhero of mine. But totally different when he was sick. The doctor said his lungs were infected.. Poor baby! Mama really sorry for that. He was prescribed with all sorts of medicine plus antibiotics. I was told that his temperature will going down in 2 days except for his batuk that will take a little longer to recover. I hope so. I couldn't stand to see him crying all the time.

My dear son...get well soon sayang! mama will buy you a new toy when tt sembuh kay!

MEME

This little girl of mine pun demam and batuk also. But not so bad as her tt. She's still strong enough to play with Daniel. She has no problem in eating her medicine especially ubat demam. She thought it was scott emulsion. heheheh.... But when it comes to ubat batuk / kahak...nah! Then the problem exist. I had to mix it with her milk in order for her to drink it as well. nasib baik dia tak perasan.

Talking about meme, it's been a while I didn't update her progress. Have you ever watch an advertisement about coke? She likes to tiru the iklan la! She will puts her hand acting like she was drinking and then shout out loud .. arghhh...(just like the ad) I couldn't believe that it was my baby. Pandainya!

*sigh*

I'm not feeling well...:( Not enough sleep this few days. Have to look after my poor baby. He's still demam. Am going to take him to clinic tonight if his temperature tak turun jugak. Tak tahan la tengok tt asyik menangis je! Meme had to play alone while mommy had to look after her tt. Sabar sayang ye... Get well soon my dear darling!

p.s : congratulation for you dear darling! Hubby kena promote anjakan g**i :)

Fever..Oh.. Fever

TT is demam again *sigh*. I don't know this time demam nak pandai apa plak. He has a bad chest cough also. It getting worst. His demam on and off. He couldn't slept well last night and I have to tidur-tidur ayam. Am afraid he will woke up at night and realize no one beside him. My poor baby! I hope demam ni tak berpanjangan. I couldn't bear to see him crying all the time. Bila dah demam, he demanded to be hug and dukung. Lucky my mom still on leave and I have someone to look after him.

Meme? She was also demam but tak lah teruk sangat like TT. She also had the bad cough. But alhamdulillah she recovered. It's just that... she was jealous when I put my extra attention to tt. kesian meme...

K.K. oh...K.K....

We're heading to K.K. last week as planned. Everything goes well except for 1 thing. We're stranded at Kundasang on the way back to Tawau. The car broke. What happened? I don't know... Hubby said the fuel pump dah 'hangkang' and need to be changed which means we have to stay overnight at Ranau. erggghhhh! The worst is we have no extra clothes but lucky to have extra for meme.

It's a good experience actually. I had never ride on lorry before. Since the car broke, I had the opportunity naik lori! hahahaha.... I was a bit worry at first. But when meme give me a good sign "ma...best..aik eli (best naik lori)" fuh....lega beb! I pun control. malu ler ... meme pun tak takut naik lori.

Happy Birthday To You MOM!

Caring... Loving... Wonderful...
Supportive... Thoughtful...
You are all these...
And more !

Here's wishing You
a Birthday...
That's jus' as special
as You are!

Happy Birthday!

luv,

mama, papa, meme and tt

Further Study???

Yesterday went through a short but meaningful discussion with my friend about our intension to further study. well....what do you think? This matter had been crossed my mind again and again. For me, it's good to have that kind of ambition. But the problem is am I strong enough to do all in one? I have to work, taking care of my family and at the same time study which I have to put 100% concentration on it in order to get my Master or it will just wasting my effort. I discussed the matter with my mom last night. As she said, ambition and family come together. Mesti seiring. Just kena tunggu the right time. Bila la agaknya the RIGHT time will come yer? BINGUNG DEH!

My First Diaper Cake

Diaper cake for baby girl - Danisha Alia

Finally, here's my first baby diaper cake. so...how do you like it? It is not pretty as others but good enough for my first trial. chewahhh... who's gonna be my 2nd trial of diaper cake? Anyone??

Sunday

I woke up late today. hehehe.... BEST! I went for my friend's wedding last night. She looks beautiful that night. Good to meet everyone. Macam-macam ragam. I brought meme and Yati (cousin) as hubby work at nigh shift. TT? I leave him with my aunt. The wedding goes well except for the parking place I think. We're not allowed to park our car at the parking area as the wedding was held near the election hall. Jauh jugakla kitorang parking. But for you my dear... Kami sanggup jalan kaki jauh.

I didn't cook tonight as hubby offered to buy dinner. SIOKNYA!!! We ordered nasi lalap and nasi goreng kampung (my favorite dishes). It's yummy... Anyone?????

Anita's Engagement Day

I should be there :(

Congratulations to you nita!

I am sorry for not being there. All happened in sudden. I was supposed to be there during her engagement day but I had to attend an interview that day. What surprised me was I finished the interview at 9 p.m. Can you imagine it? I have never attend such a long hour interview. Dah la queue panjang... *sigh* And because of that I can't attend my best pal's engagement :(

gift...gift...gift...

My cousin just delivered a cute baby girl named Danisha Alia (sorry if spelling error). But I only managed to visit her once. That was when she was in Tawau. She was now staying at K.K with her husband and spending the whole maternity leave there as I was told her baby kena jaundice. Yang kesian tu my cousin had to extend her leave because the baby had not fully recovered from it. Poor Baby! I hope she will be fine. I was told by my mom that they're going to held the gunting rambut ceremony on 22nd March. That's mean there will be a family gathering and we'll meet the cute Alia soon.

Hey! I'm thinking of what to buy for the baby...hmmmm.... I want to make it lain dari yang lain. I just found out an interesting baby diapers gift. Looking for few designs which I think it's CUTE! Can't put the pictures here as I think it wasn't appropriate for me to put it. But promise will post mine once it's done. ok, bebeh????

Materials :-
1. blanket / towels (depending on the design. Yang mana cute yang tu lah akan dibeli)
2. mittens
3. socks
4. soft toy
5. shoe
6. ribbons
7. cake plate
8. baby bib / baby romper (which one??? give me your opinion)

All items will be in pink collaborate with purple and white color (plus with green ribbon). Should I put diapers inside? Hmmm….will consider about it.

*sobsobsob...

Did I tell you about my intention in joining the politician? Maybe I forgot to write about it. This morning, when hubby sent me to work... I told him about my intention to quit my job and join the politician. He replied me immediately! ... 'better ma doing what you're doing now. You got a good pay. so what's the point of joining politics? Besides, you will spent more time outside. Then, what bout meme and tt?"... He won! Memang kalah bila dah masuk bab meme and tt. I couldn't bear it. I have to choose either one. If I choose of joining politician, I have to sacrifice my time with my precious one. If I choose family, I have to sacrifice my dream. I'd better lose my dream than my family. But for me both are important. It's just that I have no strength to choose both. *sigh*

It's the only chance I have especially when someone offer me a good position. I got a good pay also and the important thing is I can work independently. Not just sitting here and wait for nothing!

Update On Meme And TT

I haven't really blogged about my kids lately, am I??? Teruknya mama ni kan... It's not that I forgot about them. It's just that I really busy collecting source for our new home. So sorry dear darlings! Well, here's a brief update on meme and tt:-

update on 2 yrs old Meme

1. She likes to sing.
Her favorite songs - "oh..oh..mu uan..acaran agi..ngan ia.." (if you could catch up what she sang. It's actually one of the famous song now. I don't really know what's the group name. But basically the song was something like this "oh..oh..kamu ketahuan..pacaran lagi..dengan dirinya..teman baikku") and now she's learning a new song from her friend named Bad. guess what song? hehehe... "enyumla..enyumla..a..ai...mek olek" (senyumlah..senyumlah wahai cekmek molek). Cute isn't she? Especially when she started to sing with her very own baby language and her very own dancing tune.

2. As I told earlier, she's learning how to talk like us. She will follow whatever we talked. So..be careful on what you wanna say. Sometimes she talks without stop. She babbles in a very confident tone, which I think she was telling me something which I can't really understand what she said. poor meme... I wish I could understand her language so that I can communicate with her more.

3. I like to bring meme with me while I was preparing our dinner. She seems to be busy like her mommy. Hey! Let me tell you, she knows how to wash the dish. Unfortunately, the area will be wet sampai ke mana-mana... Takpe, at least she knows what she's doing.

4. She has a habit of merajuk when we ignore what she wants. She will started with her behavior of 'sebik mulut' (muncungkan mulut) until you fulfill what she wants. Or else she will ignore us sampailah dia tertido sendiri. Kesian anak mama!

5. She likes to watch cartoon. Her favorite cartoons character - barbie and shrek

update on 9 months of tt

1. Like his sister, tt was also a chatterbox which I don't understand at all what he was babbling about. I only can understand his body language. poor baby! Well, at least he's trying his best! ciayo! Some of the words that I could understand :-

papa - his papa (FYI, both my babies started their first word with 'papa'. why is this happened? shouldn't they started their words with 'mama' like all babies? :( )

mama - it's me :)

te..te.. - he's prompting something

na..na.. - he did something wrong. something that his mommy not allowed to.

2. He likes to dance. His favorite song was from TV3's commercial break music. He will move his hand up and down. Then shouted at his mommy (ask his mommy's attention). Yang paling cool tu, he even can stand straight (sambil pegang something for support) and shaking his body. CUTE!

3. He will cry if he was hungry and please.... buat susu dia cepat2 or he will yelled and you will hear his voice sampai ke tingkat bawah rumah.

4. He likes to be free. I mean... he didn't really like if you hold him all the time. This is good right? I can do my works while he is busy doing his stuff.

5. He is in the process of learning how to walk. I put him on his walker (actually his sister's walker). The one we brought for meme when she started to walk last time. It's good for early stage when your baby start to walk. It's Fisher Price brand. He even know how and where to push the music button which is located in front of the walker and he will dance sambil berjalan. Such a clever boy!

6. He likes to watch cartoons. He's sharing the same cartoon CD with his sister. This is one of the umpan if we want them to duduk diam-diam.

That's all for now. Will write more about them...

This will be mine!

(Electrolux Dryers)
p.s. :- bole tak bil for this dryers masuk into your account, mr. hubby? ;)

Good News!hehehe....

I love to hear this : "ma...they postponed my transfer to k.k" :) Pity to Mr. hubby because he was the one who really excited about the transfer. It's not that I didn't support him (in fact, I will always behind him no matter what). It's just that I'm not ready for this as there's so much things to be settled before we move. It makes me sick whenever I think about that. With no maid around, it would be impossible for me to bring my kids along. Who will gonna take care of them when I'm working? Nursery??? I don't think so... or leave them with grandma? I know they'd (my family) be happy to sacrifice their time just to look after my babies even I know they're busy all the time. But they wouldn't mind it at all and always trying their best for it. But by doing this would means that I have to be apart from them and that is something I cannot bear.

As you celebrate your birthday...
I celebrate you
& the beautiful friendship
we share.

"Happy Birthday"

New friend @ Old friend

I met many of my old friends this few days (of course through alam cyber) and I feel very happy to say that I finally got one new friend @ old friend who will be the first one I will meet. We had a great chat this morning. I told her that I'm going to transfer to k.k. soon and will be the k.k.rian. hehehe... The best is she lives not far away from our house. That's another good news for me as I was thinking that I might be alone when we're there. Luckily, this friend of mine told me lots of happening event in k.k. That's another good news for me. In that case, we can have lots of fun especially my kids. Taklah dok terfikir pasal hometown je kn???? With her around, at least I still have someone to talk to (taklah boring sangat). We can go shopping together or maybe we can have a family event. Who knows kan??? Anyway, thanks a lot to you suzie ...

I love and hate Sunday because...

love it...

1. I can lepak and rested the whole Sunday at home

2. I can berulit with my kids

3. I can watch tv sepuas-puasnya or tv yang tengok tuan rumah. hehehe...

4. I can watch my kid's milestone.
tt : He became an expert of menggigit orang now!
meme : She's learning how to talk properly like an adult. Sometimes it was funny when she was angry at her tt and mengomel tak tentu pasal.Only she knows what she said.

hate it...

1. mainly because tomorrow will be Monday. Sucks Monday!

we're moving

Both my husband and I are very excited plus nervous when the bank called us last week. Guess what? Our loan had approved which means we have our own house. yeahhh! Am so excited when thinking of decorating the house. I talked to mr. hubby almost every night how I wish my house to be look like. As usual, hubby will say "SABAR". Don't get too excited until you get the key dear. hehehe...betul jugak kan?

On the other hand, grandma was worried thinking about my kids. Macam-macam lah alasan she gave us. She said "macamana lah budak2 ni nanti di sana. Kat sini dah biasa makan mewah. Nak minum air tin amik je dalam peti ais. Nanti bila sampai sana jangan sekat2 selera diorang tau! Kalau tak cukup duit, bagitau mak." hahaha.... I laughed when I heard that. She was talking like we're moving oversea plak. But I'm lucky to have a family who really care of us. Thank you so much for always being there for us.

Happy Birthday To You Raihana Syamimah!

This picture was taken during Mimah's (my cousin's daughter) birthday. Image sangatla blur. Anyway, happy birthday to you Raihana Syamimah. May you always be the pride and joy of your daddy & mummy.
Luv and kisses from us.

p.s :- I think I should start my diet with immediate effect when I saw this picture. You know what I mean :)








This is birthday gurl - Raihana Syamimah with her mommy.

p.s :- look who's interframe??? the baby gurl with white poney shirt. That's my little princess - meme. She'sthe one yang very excited. FYI, meme tiup lilin on behalf of mimah. hehehe...

mami & baby

Look! Loly and Haris in mami & baby
(p.s :- so sorry for d image. scanner x cukup besar la loly. tu yang senget2 tu)

It's Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day!

I wish...

1) To have my own car. BIG problem! I always face the same problem if hubby work in morning shift and the worst is he always remind me at last minute. Sometime we have a fight because of the small matter. I hate it! ergghhh....Tell me how can I reschedule my jadual in short time? FYI Mr. Hubby, it's not easy for me to tumpang2 kereta orang you know :( (eventhough it's my mom's car). I really need my own car. I don't mind what car is it. Any car will do for me as long as I can go from point A to B and it has air-conditioners. But every time I mentioned about this matter...*sobsobsob. Sedihnya :(

2) Have a happy family

3) Have my own house (soon to be). This makes me smile :)

4) Have my own closet

Farewell Party

As I told earlier, Mr. Hubby will be transferred to K.K. soon. (effectively on 1st March. *sobsobsob...But he manage to postpone the transfer. yeaahhh!) We are planning to held a farewell party for him at Shan Shui since this is the only place that I think yang paling suitable for us (the family with kids). I'm again busy of collecting few recipes to cook. My mom suggest me to cook nasi ayam (macam la I know how to cook it!). so... last night I learn how to cook the chicken first. Well, it's not as what I thought. It's easy yob! SUCCESS tapi terlebih masin sikit la. heheheh... But at least I try kan??? I told my mom that I want to make some chicken soup. But she said, by the time kami sampai sana sup tu da sejuk. Kalau sup dah sejuk, tak sedap. She's right :)

planning to prepare :-

1) Chicken rice
2) Chocolate cake (for hubby. Am still looking for the deco actually)
3) Sandwiches (sardine & egg)
4) Cheese sausage (meme like it! and now tt began to like it also)

Tumbuh Gigi

Pernah dengar tak orang tua tumbuh gigi? well... it is what happened to me now. It was really... really hurt you know. I can't eat as usual, can't brush my teeth properly, can't smile besar2, can't sleep well. Dipendekkan cerita, semuanya tak normal. Sampai nak bercakap pun susah. ergggghhh... I hate this. If I'm not mistaken, gigi ni dah tumbuh lebih dari 2 years la. It's just that the gusi kupas sikit2. How to explain ar???? Am planning to go to clinic and look for any medicine to cure this. At least the pain wasn't hurt that much. ouchhh!

Last Minute Plan

Pictures at shanshui golf club

As I told you before, we're planning to go for a picnic yesterday at "Balung Eco". It's a nice place. but...... tempat tu jauh sangat and jalan pun teruk. damn! My hubby mengomel all the way. He said " lain kali tak nak la datang sini lagi ma".heheheh.... well, let me summarize it okay!

Kami bertolak dari rumah at around 10a.m. and arrived at "Balung Eco" around 12. You can imagine kan??? There's no need for me to describe it. I can tell you my kids were very excited when I said we were finally arrived. meme : "ma... andi (mandi) ma". She's not the one yang very excited. The same goes to Daniel (my anak buah). Loncat-loncat diorang! Kami pun masuklah ke dalam resort tu. Sampai je dalam... punyalah ramai manusia. sesak! I can't breath. The worst is a bunch of teenagers were DRUNK. Can you imagine? Resort yang sepatutnya tempat beriadah diorang jadikan tempat bersosial. I hate it! Tak bertamadun langsung. Hubby suggest us to have our lunch there since we haven't breakfast. Perut pun dah berkeroncong. Right after lunch, we switch our plan. We went to shanshui golf club. It was my first time. I never been there before. The place wasn't bad. At least meme still can swim even though in a swimming pool. hehehe.... Kesian dia! dah siap pakai swim suit. Overall, picnic kitorang kali ni okaylah!

I am a hero!

Here are some of meme's birthday pictures

Al-Fatihah

Yesterday we received a call from my mom in law. Hubby's grandpa had passed away. We're sorry for not being there. Doa and al-fatihah dari kami sekeluarga di Sabah. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. amin...

congratulation!

Congratulations darling! Hubby received a call from his office "surat transfer awak da sampai" which means he will be going to k.k. soon and leave us (me, meme and tt) :( . Sedihnya! But what to do??? Takpe, we will follow him but lambat sikit la kot. I got plenty to do. But the good news is I manage to call my father and I got a maid. yeahhhh!!! One problem da selesai.

We will terribly miss you! Hope everything will be ok. amin...

Good Day

1) Am so happy today! No more geram, sakit hati and sedih. hehehe...

2) We had signed the s&p yesterday which means our house loan had approved and I'm gonna have my own house soon. yeahhhh!

3) Tomorrow : Chinese New Year and we will be 2 days off. We (hubby and I) planning to go for a picnic tomorrow. It's a good idea! It's been so long I haven't go for a picnic. The last time when I was 22 yrs old I think. Sangat la lama... Hubby said he will ask some of his friends and other family to go. Bagus jugakla. At least happening sikit. Macamana la gaya meme and tt ???? This will be their first picnic. wohoooo!

ni la tempat perkelahan kami besok. nice isn't it?

geram, sakit hati, sedih :(

I feel like to cry! Please lend me your shoulder...

Happy Birthday To You Darling!

You've filled my life with...
Warmth, Love and Happiness!
On your birthday dear daughter...
I wish it brings the same for you...
Today & Always!
Happy Birthday!

Love,
mama

Gud Morning Everyone!

Today is the day. I woke up early today. After the subuh prayer, I make some hot milo for my breakfast. I'm planning to make some 'nasi goreng' for breakfast today since husband working on morning shift. My two kids still sleeping (masih di buai mimpi-mimpi yang indah) and that's why I got time to blog. Well, as planning before... I had bought all stuff yesterday. Grandma will fetch my kids today and bring them to her house. She said "biar la mak (I used to call grandma 'mak' since I was kid) jaga diorang. Ko masakla tuk harijadi meme". hehehe....That's why I love my grandma so..so.. much. She seems that could understand what's in my mind. My kids were staying at her house if I work after all. So, no worries!

It's all for now. Will blog and tell lots of story after this. It's time to start the project bebeh!

Happy Birthday Gurl!

It's your birthday,

and I can't be there,
but I'll send you a special birthday wish,
and a little prayer.
Have a happy birthday.
I hope that all your
birthday wishes come true.
May you have a great time,
today and happiness
in everything you do.

author : Bobette Bryan, 2000