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4 days to go. 3 feb will be meme's 2 years old birthday and I still have no idea what to do. What cakes to buy, what to cook and so many things. But at least I had already known what to buy for her birthday present. I should discuss with hubby for the birthday celebration actually. But since that hubby got lot of things to think of..so cancel la..Nanti hubby tambah pening. Kesian papa!

But it's ok for me. I still have popo to discuss with. At least I still have someone to hear. Here's our planning :-

for birthday present:

Bicycle - from mama and papa
Car - from popo (thank you so much popo. I'm sure she will like it and just wait apa reaksi meme nanti)

for menu:

1) mi kari
2) fried chicken wings
3) cheese sausage (meme like this very much)
4) chicken salad
5) puding
6) cupcake (planning to.. but not sure lagi la!)

We (me and popo) still have no idea what cakes to order. Popo said just order the cartoon character she likes which are spiderman or cicakman. And I don't think it's a good idea as meme is a baby girl and the cartoon character doesn't suit her at all. But popo said "daripada dia tak suka nnt kek tu". hmmm... so macamana ni? And I suggest to buy the cheese flavor because meme really like it. But popo said " nanti the others tak makan. so how?". There's another problem of me. So, what to buy then? Buy the one yang meme suka or the one yang orang makan? If my opinion, just buy the one yang meme suka ler because it's her day. Her celebration day. Not ours right? So we have to make benda-benda yang meme suka. Well, anyone?

Best!

Best nyer kena pujuk. kuikuikui... As I mentioned yesterday, GERAM!

But today I feel great. I woke up early today. Mandikan meme as my mom have a function of maal hijrah at Dewan masyarakat Tawau. She's planning to bring meme along. I prepare all her stuff. She's wearing baju kurung. SWEET sangat. After that, I go to work as usual (half day o...)

Am planning to cut my hair. It's been a long time didn't cut my hair. The last I cut it off after pantang. hmmm....

My son dah sembuh!

all about my son
Am so happy because tt getting better even not fully recover. Last night his head was really PANAS and I told my mom if his fever still like that, I'll bring him to the hospital. My mom decided to use the traditional method. guess what? She took some asam jawa, mix with warm water and finally bubuh atas kepala tt. It's sounds weird but mujarab you know. She said, they(mom and grandma) prefer the traditional method than the modern. Alhamdulillah, around 12 o' clock, tt's fever getting better. hmmm... He also slept well last night.

all about meme
Meme quite independent lately. She sounds like understand that her tt needs some attention from her mama. I can see that sometimes she likes to merengek-rengek and ask me many things. But after a while she will be ok.

Another 8 days to go... Meme's birthday is around the corner. I'm planning to buy her new bicycle for her birthday present. I can't wait to see her face with the new bicycle.

all about me
GERAM!!!! It's all I can describe.

TT sick again

They said TT sick because he wants to learn something new plus nak tumbuh gigi. But I'm so worried because he never sick like this before. Usually tt sakit few days only. But this time, belum sempat sembuh batuk, the fever datang balik. Is that normal to baby yang nak tumbuh gigi?

Yesterday, we went to the panel clinic and seek the doctor's advice. How's my baby? He said tt batuk sampai dah kena infection. But he said no worries. So, the doctor gave us ubat demam, batuk and antibiotic. I fed him all the medicines and hoping that the fever will reduce soon. He slept about 30 minutes but start crying again. He was clingy. He demand to be hugged and carry all the time. Poor baby! And last night I don't sleep well as tt merengek kejap-kejap. He needs someone to accompany and hug him. Around 3 a.m tt muntah. Sedihnya tengok my baby.

Get well soon darling!

Rumah...oh..rumah...

We haven't received any call from the agent. Approve or not? What if not? huaaahhhhh.... What am I going to do? Rent a house? I don't think it's a good idea. Am so worry la. help!!!Anyone????

Sekarang ni, I don't really sleep well at night. Thinking of how we're gonna be with the new house? Am I independent enough? hmmm... There's a bucket of idea in my mind now. How to setup the house. hehehe... My hubby selalu je sindir-sindir every time I termenung2.

it's sunday

It's Sunday. I woke up late today. Hubby work at morning shift. The kids are staying with me today. We didn't go anywhere today. I'd rather spent the whole Sunday at home with my kids.

Only today I realize that looking after children isn't a burden. We have to set our mind that looking after children as a precious moment and the best offer in our life. With that, you will not feel tired at all. This is the best formula ... Keep it up! cia yo!

Every time I saw hubby's face... kesian... Overload! Many things to think about since that we're moving to kk soon. Don't worry too much my dear.

meme, tt and mama always love you no matter what. mmuaaahhhhh....

My Dream Kitchen

Small space but I think it's enough for us...

Impian untuk memiliki rumah idamanku musnah! HANCUR!!!! :(

I'm back!

It was the most tiring day for me. Yesterday, the interview was going smooth. I manage to answer all questions. But lain plak yang jadi. I apply for a post of administrator actually, but they offer me lecturer post. Apa sudah jadi? hmmm...

p.s :- rindunya ngan meme and tt. I miss their smile, I miss their laugh. I miss everything!

Wish Me Luck!

I received a call from cosmopoint of k.k. today. Terkejut gila babas la jugak because I just sent the application last week and today I received a call to attend an interview. I hope kali ni menyangkut la hendaknya...amin

Maal Hijrah!

Selamat menyambut maal hijrah kepada semua umat Islam...

Good News???

I received a call from hubby during my lunch hour.

Hubby : "Good news ma.."
me : "what good news?"
Hubby : " My friend just call me from kl. Telling me that we're going to transfer on 15 feb / 15 mac.
me : "well... it's good then"

After that, I went to the pantry to finish my lunch. But dalam otak ni tengah fikir macam-macam benda. There's a lot of thing to do. The most important thing is to find a suitable house and maid. Mana nak cari maid dalam jangaka masa terdekat ni?????

Fever....

Meme demam...:( This morning, I woke up as usual. My hubby work in morning shift so I have to prepare all stuff alone. My kids masih dibuai mimpi. As usual, bangunkan meme dulu. But she refuse to woke up and still pejamkan mata. Merengek... so I decided dukung meme. Arghhhh.... panasnya badan meme. Semalam ok jer. Siap bawa papa dia jalan lagi. No wonder la merengek. She had fever and batuk. What worries me... meme ni bila batuk ada kahak. And bila b'kahak mesti macam ada asthma. Ubat pulak dah habis. Luckily, the cllinic near my office. So, sampai je ofis I called the clinic and ask them to prepare ubat yang selalu meme ambik.

I just hope meme dapat bertahan kejap... :(

My Boy Dah Besar

I woke up early today. Prepare all necessary stuff for tt. Meme will be staying with her papa today. Macam biasa la. My hubby kan Jabatan Percutian. hahahah....

Entah kenapa tiba-tiba je I saw my baby boy@tt now is a big boy already. How fast! Cepatnya masa berlalu. I feel that baru kejap je I mengandungkan tt. And now.... He's already a big boy! Mama hope you will be healthy and be a good son yer sayang. We (papa and mama) always love you.mmmuahhh...

I am late again. I always late to work. Almost everyday! Office hour 8.30am to 5pm. But still late even I woke up early. My mom use to call me "lidut". Know what is that meaning of? "lidut" means every movement lambat! This kind of behavior... susah sangat nak ubah. I have no idea how to change that nickname of "lidut". Any idea? ;-p

See that flower? huhuhuhu.....
Finally I have my own fresh flower on my desk. Thank you so much kakak. She's the one who brought that flower. thank you...thank you...


p/s:- nanti bole la tolong design banyka2 bunga bila kami transfer yer...

Thursday

Last night we went to grandma. Celebrate my grandpa's birthday. It's his 59th birthday. Happy Birthday to you abah. This person....my grandpa cum my father. (that's why I used to call him abah)

He was the one who raised me up.
He's the one who fed me.
He's the one who shower me with love.
He's the one who teach me everything.
He's the one who makes my life complete and who I am now.
You are everything to me.
Luv you very much and always luv you.
Thank you so much for always be my side!

p/s:- Luv and kisses from us

Birthday Wish!

Happy 11th Birthday My Dear!

Happy Birthday To You...
Happy Birthday To You...
Happy Birthday To Aza...
Happy Birthday To You!

Happy Birthday to you my dear. May Allah bless you and may your birthday wishes comes true.

p/s :- Luv and kisses from us (meme, tt, ibu and ayah)

Monday

Monday!!! Everyone hate Monday. I am among of them. But today, I almost finish my work which I used to finish all reports after lunch. My colleague pun hairan.

colleague : "ui...cepatnya buat report"
me : "ha..ar... saya pun hairan la. cepat pulak ari ni siap keja"
collegue : "cukup caj bateri kot. hehehe..."

I think maybe yesterday I had enough rest and enough sleep. I slept all the day. My kids? Diorang pun tido jugak. (macam paham-paham je mama mo rehat) hehehe...

Yesterday was my hub's 1st day of work. But shift masuk jam 4 petang. Ok la I think. At least he can rest in the morning because we had a barbecue last night at my aunt's house. We had a lot of fun there. Grandma sponsor fishes, meme's family brought sausage and chicken burger, Fikah's family brought drinks. I can say that I really enjoy that night. Enjoy the meal as meme and tt was taken care by my cousin (so senang sikit nak makan). hehehe...

That's all for now. Happy New Year To Everyone! May this 2008 full of joy and happiness. mmuaahhhh.....