Again and again!

TT

TT has had a very bad cough since for the past few days. It started with normal fever which I think it's normal for baby yang nak pandai berjalan because he started to walk 3 to 4 steps. But I was wrong. I've been sleepless for 4 days now and so do my son. He couldn't breath (properly) hence couldn't sleep, which led me to not being able to sleep as well. The worst is he lost his appetite to drink his milk as he usually take 4 ounce selang 3 hours. This time 1 ounce pun susah nak habis. The only thing he's willing is to drink is the mineral water. Thank God he's still want it!

This morning we (hubby and I) decided to bring him again to the clinic but different clinic. As I was expected, he was suffered Pneumonia and that is why he couldn't breath properly. No wonder he was so clingy for the past few days. He was normally an active superhero of mine. But totally different when he was sick. The doctor said his lungs were infected.. Poor baby! Mama really sorry for that. He was prescribed with all sorts of medicine plus antibiotics. I was told that his temperature will going down in 2 days except for his batuk that will take a little longer to recover. I hope so. I couldn't stand to see him crying all the time.

My dear son...get well soon sayang! mama will buy you a new toy when tt sembuh kay!

MEME

This little girl of mine pun demam and batuk also. But not so bad as her tt. She's still strong enough to play with Daniel. She has no problem in eating her medicine especially ubat demam. She thought it was scott emulsion. heheheh.... But when it comes to ubat batuk / kahak...nah! Then the problem exist. I had to mix it with her milk in order for her to drink it as well. nasib baik dia tak perasan.

Talking about meme, it's been a while I didn't update her progress. Have you ever watch an advertisement about coke? She likes to tiru the iklan la! She will puts her hand acting like she was drinking and then shout out loud .. arghhh...(just like the ad) I couldn't believe that it was my baby. Pandainya!

*sigh*

I'm not feeling well...:( Not enough sleep this few days. Have to look after my poor baby. He's still demam. Am going to take him to clinic tonight if his temperature tak turun jugak. Tak tahan la tengok tt asyik menangis je! Meme had to play alone while mommy had to look after her tt. Sabar sayang ye... Get well soon my dear darling!

p.s : congratulation for you dear darling! Hubby kena promote anjakan g**i :)

Fever..Oh.. Fever

TT is demam again *sigh*. I don't know this time demam nak pandai apa plak. He has a bad chest cough also. It getting worst. His demam on and off. He couldn't slept well last night and I have to tidur-tidur ayam. Am afraid he will woke up at night and realize no one beside him. My poor baby! I hope demam ni tak berpanjangan. I couldn't bear to see him crying all the time. Bila dah demam, he demanded to be hug and dukung. Lucky my mom still on leave and I have someone to look after him.

Meme? She was also demam but tak lah teruk sangat like TT. She also had the bad cough. But alhamdulillah she recovered. It's just that... she was jealous when I put my extra attention to tt. kesian meme...

K.K. oh...K.K....

We're heading to K.K. last week as planned. Everything goes well except for 1 thing. We're stranded at Kundasang on the way back to Tawau. The car broke. What happened? I don't know... Hubby said the fuel pump dah 'hangkang' and need to be changed which means we have to stay overnight at Ranau. erggghhhh! The worst is we have no extra clothes but lucky to have extra for meme.

It's a good experience actually. I had never ride on lorry before. Since the car broke, I had the opportunity naik lori! hahahaha.... I was a bit worry at first. But when meme give me a good sign "ma...best..aik eli (best naik lori)" fuh....lega beb! I pun control. malu ler ... meme pun tak takut naik lori.

Happy Birthday To You MOM!

Caring... Loving... Wonderful...
Supportive... Thoughtful...
You are all these...
And more !

Here's wishing You
a Birthday...
That's jus' as special
as You are!

Happy Birthday!

luv,

mama, papa, meme and tt

Further Study???

Yesterday went through a short but meaningful discussion with my friend about our intension to further study. well....what do you think? This matter had been crossed my mind again and again. For me, it's good to have that kind of ambition. But the problem is am I strong enough to do all in one? I have to work, taking care of my family and at the same time study which I have to put 100% concentration on it in order to get my Master or it will just wasting my effort. I discussed the matter with my mom last night. As she said, ambition and family come together. Mesti seiring. Just kena tunggu the right time. Bila la agaknya the RIGHT time will come yer? BINGUNG DEH!

My First Diaper Cake

Diaper cake for baby girl - Danisha Alia

Finally, here's my first baby diaper cake. so...how do you like it? It is not pretty as others but good enough for my first trial. chewahhh... who's gonna be my 2nd trial of diaper cake? Anyone??

Sunday

I woke up late today. hehehe.... BEST! I went for my friend's wedding last night. She looks beautiful that night. Good to meet everyone. Macam-macam ragam. I brought meme and Yati (cousin) as hubby work at nigh shift. TT? I leave him with my aunt. The wedding goes well except for the parking place I think. We're not allowed to park our car at the parking area as the wedding was held near the election hall. Jauh jugakla kitorang parking. But for you my dear... Kami sanggup jalan kaki jauh.

I didn't cook tonight as hubby offered to buy dinner. SIOKNYA!!! We ordered nasi lalap and nasi goreng kampung (my favorite dishes). It's yummy... Anyone?????

Anita's Engagement Day

I should be there :(

Congratulations to you nita!

I am sorry for not being there. All happened in sudden. I was supposed to be there during her engagement day but I had to attend an interview that day. What surprised me was I finished the interview at 9 p.m. Can you imagine it? I have never attend such a long hour interview. Dah la queue panjang... *sigh* And because of that I can't attend my best pal's engagement :(

gift...gift...gift...

My cousin just delivered a cute baby girl named Danisha Alia (sorry if spelling error). But I only managed to visit her once. That was when she was in Tawau. She was now staying at K.K with her husband and spending the whole maternity leave there as I was told her baby kena jaundice. Yang kesian tu my cousin had to extend her leave because the baby had not fully recovered from it. Poor Baby! I hope she will be fine. I was told by my mom that they're going to held the gunting rambut ceremony on 22nd March. That's mean there will be a family gathering and we'll meet the cute Alia soon.

Hey! I'm thinking of what to buy for the baby...hmmmm.... I want to make it lain dari yang lain. I just found out an interesting baby diapers gift. Looking for few designs which I think it's CUTE! Can't put the pictures here as I think it wasn't appropriate for me to put it. But promise will post mine once it's done. ok, bebeh????

Materials :-
1. blanket / towels (depending on the design. Yang mana cute yang tu lah akan dibeli)
2. mittens
3. socks
4. soft toy
5. shoe
6. ribbons
7. cake plate
8. baby bib / baby romper (which one??? give me your opinion)

All items will be in pink collaborate with purple and white color (plus with green ribbon). Should I put diapers inside? Hmmm….will consider about it.

*sobsobsob...

Did I tell you about my intention in joining the politician? Maybe I forgot to write about it. This morning, when hubby sent me to work... I told him about my intention to quit my job and join the politician. He replied me immediately! ... 'better ma doing what you're doing now. You got a good pay. so what's the point of joining politics? Besides, you will spent more time outside. Then, what bout meme and tt?"... He won! Memang kalah bila dah masuk bab meme and tt. I couldn't bear it. I have to choose either one. If I choose of joining politician, I have to sacrifice my time with my precious one. If I choose family, I have to sacrifice my dream. I'd better lose my dream than my family. But for me both are important. It's just that I have no strength to choose both. *sigh*

It's the only chance I have especially when someone offer me a good position. I got a good pay also and the important thing is I can work independently. Not just sitting here and wait for nothing!

Update On Meme And TT

I haven't really blogged about my kids lately, am I??? Teruknya mama ni kan... It's not that I forgot about them. It's just that I really busy collecting source for our new home. So sorry dear darlings! Well, here's a brief update on meme and tt:-

update on 2 yrs old Meme

1. She likes to sing.
Her favorite songs - "oh..oh..mu uan..acaran agi..ngan ia.." (if you could catch up what she sang. It's actually one of the famous song now. I don't really know what's the group name. But basically the song was something like this "oh..oh..kamu ketahuan..pacaran lagi..dengan dirinya..teman baikku") and now she's learning a new song from her friend named Bad. guess what song? hehehe... "enyumla..enyumla..a..ai...mek olek" (senyumlah..senyumlah wahai cekmek molek). Cute isn't she? Especially when she started to sing with her very own baby language and her very own dancing tune.

2. As I told earlier, she's learning how to talk like us. She will follow whatever we talked. So..be careful on what you wanna say. Sometimes she talks without stop. She babbles in a very confident tone, which I think she was telling me something which I can't really understand what she said. poor meme... I wish I could understand her language so that I can communicate with her more.

3. I like to bring meme with me while I was preparing our dinner. She seems to be busy like her mommy. Hey! Let me tell you, she knows how to wash the dish. Unfortunately, the area will be wet sampai ke mana-mana... Takpe, at least she knows what she's doing.

4. She has a habit of merajuk when we ignore what she wants. She will started with her behavior of 'sebik mulut' (muncungkan mulut) until you fulfill what she wants. Or else she will ignore us sampailah dia tertido sendiri. Kesian anak mama!

5. She likes to watch cartoon. Her favorite cartoons character - barbie and shrek

update on 9 months of tt

1. Like his sister, tt was also a chatterbox which I don't understand at all what he was babbling about. I only can understand his body language. poor baby! Well, at least he's trying his best! ciayo! Some of the words that I could understand :-

papa - his papa (FYI, both my babies started their first word with 'papa'. why is this happened? shouldn't they started their words with 'mama' like all babies? :( )

mama - it's me :)

te..te.. - he's prompting something

na..na.. - he did something wrong. something that his mommy not allowed to.

2. He likes to dance. His favorite song was from TV3's commercial break music. He will move his hand up and down. Then shouted at his mommy (ask his mommy's attention). Yang paling cool tu, he even can stand straight (sambil pegang something for support) and shaking his body. CUTE!

3. He will cry if he was hungry and please.... buat susu dia cepat2 or he will yelled and you will hear his voice sampai ke tingkat bawah rumah.

4. He likes to be free. I mean... he didn't really like if you hold him all the time. This is good right? I can do my works while he is busy doing his stuff.

5. He is in the process of learning how to walk. I put him on his walker (actually his sister's walker). The one we brought for meme when she started to walk last time. It's good for early stage when your baby start to walk. It's Fisher Price brand. He even know how and where to push the music button which is located in front of the walker and he will dance sambil berjalan. Such a clever boy!

6. He likes to watch cartoons. He's sharing the same cartoon CD with his sister. This is one of the umpan if we want them to duduk diam-diam.

That's all for now. Will write more about them...

This will be mine!

(Electrolux Dryers)
p.s. :- bole tak bil for this dryers masuk into your account, mr. hubby? ;)

Good News!hehehe....

I love to hear this : "ma...they postponed my transfer to k.k" :) Pity to Mr. hubby because he was the one who really excited about the transfer. It's not that I didn't support him (in fact, I will always behind him no matter what). It's just that I'm not ready for this as there's so much things to be settled before we move. It makes me sick whenever I think about that. With no maid around, it would be impossible for me to bring my kids along. Who will gonna take care of them when I'm working? Nursery??? I don't think so... or leave them with grandma? I know they'd (my family) be happy to sacrifice their time just to look after my babies even I know they're busy all the time. But they wouldn't mind it at all and always trying their best for it. But by doing this would means that I have to be apart from them and that is something I cannot bear.