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Thursday, June 5, 2008

Deep Of My Heart...

Hubby work at night shift and again.... I'm alone. No meme...no tt around. It's just me! Boringnya! arrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh................. I told hubby that I wanna go back to Tawau this weekend. He said ok. Tapi...bila fikir2 balik, it's only 2 days and I will only spend a night with meme and tt. I think it's a waste. Membazir itu kerja SYAITAN!

I was sad and angry at Mr. Husband for dragging me here when I suppose to enjoy watching my kid's milestone. As grandma told me, tt now can walk without help but still not so confident. But at least he was so brave enough to walk. see that? I missed that moment.. *sob *sob *sob ... so do meme. My mom told me that meme sekarang ni semakin manja. NEVER and DON'T say no to her or she will cry and merajuk panjang. What they do to persuade her? hmmm... they will bring her jalan2 pusing2 town and buy some stuff for her then balik rumah. kesiannya.... What makes me really sad was she refused to talk to us (me and hubby). It's probably because dia merajuk sebab kitorang balik k.k. last time without saying goodbye to her. We left the house when they were sleeping. Hubby said it's better we left while they sleep because when they woke up they will cry and it will make me lagi lah SEDIH and berat hati nak tinggalkan diorang. But I managed to talk to her last 2 days. Tu pun grandma sebut nak upah ice-cream for her. SEDIHnya!!!! Can you imagine that? Your daughter.....TAK NAK cakap with her MOM. But what to do? It's my duty as wife and there's lot of things to be settled before they move here. And that time I will be the happiest mama in the world.

Whatever it is, hubby always make himself to cheer me up. Thank you so much. Recently, I noticed that he changed a lot since we moved to k.k. especially now. I know he has lot of problems but refuse to talk to me. I just can't understand why men always make a secret of their problem. Maybe hubby was trying to hide it but I can clearly see that. I could understand if he doesn't want to talk about it. But I just want him to know that I will always be with him tak kira susah ataupun senang.

Wokeh! That's enough. Let's talk about something else. Speaking about new home, I was so...so...lucky.fuh! Know why? I got my new dining table last week. kekekek...(but tak sempat nak upload d pic). That's not the only thing.heheheh....as I told earlier, mom will buy me a washing machine. Grandma : "jadi...pindah rumah ni mo beli hadiah apa?"..... know what that sign for?huhuhu.... Let me summarize it. Here we are:-

mom - front loader LG washing machine (hope can find 1 here in k.k)
grandma - peti ais! yiipiiieeee...... tunjuk je which one!
grandma - angpau for pindah rumah (me and hubby decide to install an aircond at the living room so that everyone bole menikmati. fair isn't it?)
hubby - dining table

Now you can see that how much they love me kan? ? ?

2 comments:

cHie said...

dear what ever it is actually ur hby trying his best to protect u from any problem..klu boleh hby will keep quiet bcoz of their EGO..so dear just give him ur support behind..dun force him to tell u let him tell u later when his ready..
om talk bout ur new hse dear..me also luv u like my own sis..hope u know that..me also will give a small hadiah jak ya dear..hehehe..u know my real condition kan..but i will give u yang big big punya when me success 1 day..itupun if u can wait...
remember dear i owez be ur side x kira u senang or susah..luv u

riniwarti rosaidy said...

tq...tq.... nnt bila hse warming jemput dtg ya. tapi tu la..rmh masi empty